I Wasn’t Wrong:Hello 2021

Lost ended. Sofie is 13. The world is hopefully on the downside of a global pandemic. My Dad lost his battle with prostate cancer (I wanna say) a couple months ago but it was last November during the middle of this lockdown...nevertheless ive lost track of time. Days, months, weeks, hours...all those increments swirling around in a vortex of suspended animation.I look up...trees, clouds, for an explaination of events i was just moving through...going through the motions. Reading about trauma, finding out the smallest things can be traumatic but you wont know it til years later when you're fucked up but dont know why...trying to figure out why now.